i’ll be flying home one wed noon straight after my morning paper, will reach KL at evening… i’m not going back for holiday or what, i still have another paper on 16 Nov… is not that i really want to go back at that time, but… sigh…
i know is really hard to choose… i really want to see him one last time… really… but i know that it is going to be expensive to buy a ticket now… but my sister didn’t say anything about it, she just say i must come back… she know what is in my mind… she afraid i’ll think i’m wasting the money… so she force my back… maybe is a good thing also… i don’t really know… i’m not sure when will i fly back to Sabah, but i surely will, i still have another exam to take…
maybe there’ll be ppl who laugh at me, thinking y am i acting stupidly just because of a pet… i won’t blame anyone for saying that… it really is some stupid act, just that i think is worth to do this stupid act… they don’t know what’s going on in my life, they don’t know me… is a mix of feeling… i wonder how should i react to everything when i’m home… suppose to be going home for holiday n fun all the time… but this time is a total experience for me… i wonder…
so… pls wait for me… i’m enduring the same pain as u do… so pls… wait for me… just few days more… i’m sorry… sorry for being so selfish… sorry for making you suffer a little longer… sorry for everything…
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